I came across this 7 part video series called on YouTube by Tom Hougaard AKA TraderTom and best yet it's free!
What he said in it made me feel as if he were talking to me and all the mistakes I continue to make and a pretty good explanation as to why. I hope you find it as valuable as I did.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoGOZD7-3gY&list=PLG-cFxyNs94VFAv_l_aW0lOpRxrCtPum6&t=0s
:)